Unashamedly Checking Email Every Five Minutes

I don't think I can take it any more! The waiting has become too much for me.  No matter how many times I hit the refresh button and stare at my Inbox.  I still have not received the email.  The email that will tell me either how wonderful or terrible my last year as an undergraduate student will be.  The email that holds the key to what I've been dreaming and hoping for a year and a half.  The email that will tell me if I have been accepted to full-year student teaching. 

Now, this email was "supposed" to land itself safely in my email sometime last week.. However, there was a kink in the all-knowing "system" and they have waited to send the acceptance letters until this weekend or early next week.  Therefore, each and every time my phone makes a little bing, indicating a new email, I run to my phone, if it is not already in my hand and check my email with baited breath.  Typically, the emails that I have been receiving have been letting me know about a great sale at Bath & Body Works or telling me that so-and-so repinned my pin on Pinterest.  All of this would be great information, after I found out about student teaching.  Another bing! I don't think I can take it any more!

Say a little prayer for me.  Hopefully I won't have a coronary waiting for this email to make it's way into my life.